I went on the club penguin tag on tumblr and oh my god I am so glad that the friends I made on that website 5 years ago were a heck of a lot nicer than the stuff I saw. They were all lovely. Or all stalkers, I guess I can't be sure. I'm 15 now and I haven't played since I was 11, but I do log on from time to time, and I remember and miss the people I made friends with and interacted with through this website, and I'm just really glad we didn't use tumblr because oh god we could have been scarred so bad.
That is all. Tutso no longer plays club penguin. Sadly, my friends and I grew up, and didn't stay in touch.
But if any of you guys see this (though no one follows this blog, so they probably won't) comment or something. I'd love to hear from you again. Maybe. Goodness knows if I was actually talking to children, or really creepy adults. We're all grown up now, it's crazy! I bet our blogs haven't been updated since I was in elementary school. This used to be my life, it's weird to think about it now.
I don't check my old email account, so don't bother with it. Comment here. Also, meebo shut down, so that stinks, we can't talk through that. Though I think I saved some of our chats somewhere. You guys were from all over the world, it was cool.
Man, I hope I didn't make any friends with killers and stalkers or something.
I miss you guys. We had some fun times.
Sorry for being annoying then. I was like, nine.
Tutso, out.
I'll check the comments soon, but I wouldn't expect more posts or anything. I don't play CP anymore.
I do have a tumblr though:
holeycheese.tumblr.com
This is super long for something no one will ever see. But I felt the need to write this. Closure, or something.
It's been almost 4 years since I stopped playing. Geez.
Gooooodbye.
PS. This is sooo different and fancy compared to the blogger I know. I literally have not logged into this in years.
Good memories, but far in the past.
Pinkiwinki? h2omantine? I've forgotten all of your usernames. Oh, dear.
That is all. Tutso no longer plays club penguin. Sadly, my friends and I grew up, and didn't stay in touch.
But if any of you guys see this (though no one follows this blog, so they probably won't) comment or something. I'd love to hear from you again. Maybe. Goodness knows if I was actually talking to children, or really creepy adults. We're all grown up now, it's crazy! I bet our blogs haven't been updated since I was in elementary school. This used to be my life, it's weird to think about it now.
I don't check my old email account, so don't bother with it. Comment here. Also, meebo shut down, so that stinks, we can't talk through that. Though I think I saved some of our chats somewhere. You guys were from all over the world, it was cool.
Man, I hope I didn't make any friends with killers and stalkers or something.
I miss you guys. We had some fun times.
Sorry for being annoying then. I was like, nine.
Tutso, out.
I'll check the comments soon, but I wouldn't expect more posts or anything. I don't play CP anymore.
I do have a tumblr though:
holeycheese.tumblr.com
This is super long for something no one will ever see. But I felt the need to write this. Closure, or something.
It's been almost 4 years since I stopped playing. Geez.
Gooooodbye.
PS. This is sooo different and fancy compared to the blogger I know. I literally have not logged into this in years.
Good memories, but far in the past.
Pinkiwinki? h2omantine? I've forgotten all of your usernames. Oh, dear.
1 comment:
Hey Tutso,
Half a decade has passed since the original date of your post, and boy... has it aged well.
Yes, I do get nostalgic.
I have spent the last few hours going back on my digital footprint, intending to delete unnecessary accounts and files when I stumbled upon the glorious Club Penguin days. I began searching around for the blogs we all used to have. Through a bit of scrolling, I was then reminded of my dear friend Tutso.
One thing I have learned from the past few hours is that I grew to be such a different person. I cannot believe how much of the past I have forgotten. Rather than a memory, it feels more akin to past life.
Although I cannot remember the times we've shared in great detail, I still vividly remember how precious you were to me as a friend.
You've probably grown to be another person as well. I do remember you as someone who brought such interesting topics to me whenever we talked. You have such an open mind. I'm confident that you've grown to be someone who is successful. I'm proud of what you've become. I don't need any details to know that my friend is successful, no matter what she's doing now.
I want to thank you for being such a big part in my childhood. I'm reflecting back on it right now. With every click I'm doing right now, a little part of my past gets revived in my mind. I'm learning so much about me. I know that you, my friend, have thought me friendship. I cannot remember what we've talked about, or what specific things we did.. but I can recall how happy I was. I would always look forward to going online to talk to you. Even now, you have given me a smile amidst this pandemic we are currently in the middle of. Who would've thought?
I hope you are doing well, Salwa. If the future allows our paths to intertwine once more, I will be happy to welcome you with open arms.
Sincerely,
Renz
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